two days ago, we went through manila on our way home from pampanga (where we visited mama's relatives). we passed by the university of sto. tomas, and my 'rents went on a little trip down memory lane, pointing to me this place and that, where they used to board, or eat lunch, blah blah blah. seeing manila and the way things worked there, it got me thinking, "how the hell would i survive college next year (that is, if i graduate this year)?"

damn. i don't even know how to commute. actually, i don't even walk around my neighborhood much, paano pa kaya pag sa manila akonag-aral. uh oh. i seriously need help. or else.

if i study in ust, it'd at least be a bit easy, because my cousins study there. but what if i study somewhere else, like ateneo, or la salle, or up? waah!!! i haven't even been on a LRT or MRT, and i don't know how to get on the right bus to the right place. shoot! paano na kaya buhay college?