.Lostie.
Sunday, April 30, 2006

see? puro Lost stuff. haha.

i still can't get over the writers giving sawyer a sex scene with ana-lucia. yucky talaga. haha. please lang naman. to think, i won't be able to watch it anyway--well, at least not at the same time as the U.S. people do, since we're like in episode 09 on AXN, and they're like going on episode 20 there. but i can download bits and pieces naman eh, and i can download the whole episode on Lost-Forum.com, although i don't feel like watching the sex scene--at least not when it's ana-lucia on screen. kapag face lang ni sawyer (oh, wait, kasama na body--full body shot in one frame sana, haha) dun lang ako titingin. syet.

am i sounding pervy? is it so bad to stare at the man's...um...abs? haha. gawd, good thing kasal na si josh holloway...or else...


on a random note...where, oh where is phume? hehe. jane's got pics of adam on her blog. lee has a picture of jack. ako wala kay phume? haha. tagoink!
the doctor is out
3:41 PM
.martin the martian.

seriously, my brother is so weird. funny at the same time.

i was watching s01ep16 (Outlaws) of Lost yesterday afternoon, just a few hours before going to (anticipated) mass. then i paused it on this frame of hot and sexy and intense and angsty sawyer. this one:

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ME
*sigh*
i can just stare at this all day long...



i was like, so schoolgirly and just like, so crushing on josh at that moment. you know, parang the type who'd say, "he's so dreamy..." in this girly-girly kind of way, then biglang humirit si lil bro martin:

MARTIN
(in this really innocent way)
eh aalis tayo mamaya eh.


god, it just cracked me and loser up! shucks. parang, huh? hello, dude! ano ba?

panira talaga! he says it like, it's nothing lang. basta. i didn't mean what i said literally, pero i think that's how he took it. hay, naku...ka-ewanan.
the doctor is out
3:27 PM
.fight for whose scene.

james "sawyer" ford and kate austen should go together. right from the start, like, since season one of Lost, they're meant to be together. two different people, with different backgrounds, but both survivors of the world's cruelties. THEY BELONG TOGETHER.

so why is it that there's going to be SAWYER and ANA sex?! why are Sawyer and AnaL (SaNa) going to have their sex scene, when there isn't any Sawyer and Kate (SKate) sex scene yet? just because michelle rodriguez is out of the show (fired by the producers?) doesn't mean she needs to have her scene with josh holloway. that's like--YUCK! icky! bleurggh! *barf* *puke* aackk! gross!

AnaL doesn't need a sex scene with Sawyer. dahil lang ba aalis, kailangan may goodbye sex scene pa? eew! puh-lease! kahit pa sabihin na it's just because of the guns kaya AnaL is going to sleep with him, sobra ha! syet. what good is gonna come if that happens?

even josh holloway says SKate is the REAL thing. even josh (good, sexy, hot ol' joshie boy! haha!) says the sex scene should be that of SKate.

an article from some magazine quoted josh:
"I hope we come together in a kind of angry, animalistic thing...I have been calling these writers from the beginning going, 'When's Sawyer going to get some action? How about even second base?'...They've got all these huge concepts and major plotlines. But how about getting down to some core Freud."


god, my fandom. that show gets me on a high everytime. syet. my life revolves around Lost na.

P.S. don't get me wrong. i don't watch Lost just to watch sex scenes. besides, so far, only Sayid and Shannon have gotten some precious moments in the island. well, jin and sun did, but bleh, it's natural since they're husband and wife. but really, as a fan of Lost and SKate, i'm waiting for some island fun by those two.

best Kate line ever:
"should i go and get a ruler?"

guess what the ruler's for...haha.
the doctor is out
3:07 PM
.busy.

i finally have something, er...better(?) to do with my time. haha. not sure, but it beats bumming around. i'm working on photoshop stuff. i've been dumped with requests of forum avatars and signatures, that i haven't been able to blog everyday. syet. well, ilang araw pa lang ba since i last blogged? haha.

anyway, my subforum on BB.co.uk has finally been finished. yay! i got a thread there! last time kasi that i posted about it, hindi pa tapos eh. now it's done. yahoo!

i feel like i'm talking senseless. i'm a boring, boring person. can you tell? tagoink!
the doctor is out
2:58 PM
.wouldn't it be nice?.
Saturday, April 29, 2006

Wouldn't it be nice if we were older
Then we wouldn't have to wait so long
And wouldn't it be nice to live together
In the kind of world where we belong

You know its gonna make it that much better
When we can say goodnight and stay together

Wouldn't it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through

Happy times together we've been spending
I wish that every kiss was neverending
Wouldn't it be nice

Maybe if we think and wish and hope and pray it might come true
Baby then there wouldn't be a single thing we couldn't do
We could be married
And then we'd be happy

Wouldn't it be nice

You know it seems the more we talk about it
It only makes it worse to live without it
But lets talk about it
Wouldn't it be nice

Good night my baby
Sleep tight my baby



syet. wala na mapanood dito. pati 50 First Dates pinatulan ko na.
so now i'm a sucker for these poppy lovey-dovey movies.
what the --?!
the doctor is out
12:55 AM
.i'd like to thank the academy.
Thursday, April 27, 2006

"i'd like to thank the academy for this honor..." blah blah blah. haha. feeling oscar winner.

syet. high na ako. insomnia's kicking in again. it's almost 02.30am here (03.30am sa 'pinas), di pa rin ako tulog. can't sleep. havin' too much fun with photoshop and Lost forums.

speaking of Lost forums, i just had a great surprise. these guys at ButchaBoy Lost Forum were so nice. they made a section just for me! haha.

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they're like the nicest bunch of people! naawa na siguro sa 'kin. frustrated photoshopper. i was looking at my first few works, syet, kahiya-hiya. now i'm addicted to finding tutorials on the net. nakakatulong din pala yun.
the doctor is out
3:26 AM
.bitch.
Wednesday, April 26, 2006

yesterday, i read about something somewhere written by a certain someone. i was supposed to post this entry yesterday, kaso my internet connection was kinda shittin' me at the moment. so here's my message:

B. I. T. C. H.



yun lang. :)
the doctor is out
12:00 AM
.i'm no chinese!.
Monday, April 24, 2006

i've been blog-hopping a while ago, and i saw some of my friends had like, long entries. buti pa sila--ako wala masulat. i spend most of my time now doing photoshop stuff. haha. besides, buhay baboy ako eh--eat, sleep, watch DVDs, surf the net. yun lang.

this evening we ate at the "wild horse saloon." it's like a steak house. summat like tha, yeah. papa treated his singaporean friend to dinner. mr. singaporean guy was VERY religious. impressive, really. he talked about being a member of couples for christ, and some other stuff about religion. the three of us (jinx, jm, and me) were just happy playing around. we didn't join in the conversation. we kept teasing each other about our noses. i said i had a prettier nose than loser and booger. haha.

loved the food. i had a bit of salad, then garlic bread. and then i had mashed potato and steak. yum! ganda nung place, like a real saloon, and the people spoke english. i've kinda had enough of the vietnamese-speaking waiters and waitresses. di magkaintindihan.

we watched the guitar man on the stage in front of us. namangha ako, galing niya. seems like we were the only ones listening, kaya when he was done playing and he was going to leave, he waved goodbye at us. nice ol' man.

there's this stupid thing, though, whenever we're at a resto. kasi papa calls me "em". then the waitresses in restaurants are called "em" din (i think that's the vietnamese term for "waitress"). eh siyempre kami order naman, kaya kapag biglang may order si papa, tatawagin niyang "em", tapos ako mapapatingin. ah ah! hanggang sa bahay sinasadya na niya eh! tsk tsk. waitress daw ba ako?

by the way, papa's singaporean buddy said he could've mistaken me for a chinese. a huwat?! "I'm no Chinese." (heehee, GOAL!). eh mas mukha namang instik yung mga kapatid ko noh, mas singkit eyes nila eh.

the place was near sky garden, so we just walked going to and from the resto. on the way home, this little girl walked along with us, selling roses.


LITTLE GIRL
[says something in vietnamese]
[she wants us to buy flowers]


ME
papa, bumili ka na oh.
kawawa naman yung bata.


PAPA
[to the little girl]
ha? ano? hindi na, ayaw.


LITTLE GIRL
[continues speaking in vietnamese]

ME
psst, pa. bili ka na!

PAPA
[still to the girl]
ha? alam mo, di kita maintindihan eh.


LITTLE GIRL
you buy flower for your girlfriend.
(para kay mama daw, who was walking beside me)
buy flower for your girlfriend!


PAPA
[to the girl]
sige, eto ha. para sa yo.
[he gives her money]


LITTLE GIRL
thank you!


haha, patawa. marunong pala mag-english yung bata. loko talaga oh! sabi ko pa kay papa, "papa! marunong pala mag-english yung bata..." then papa answered, "oo nga eh. konti na lang, akala ko mag-tatagalog na siya..."

napahiya kami dun sa batang yun! heehee. tagoink! haha!
the doctor is out
10:41 PM
.on business.
Sunday, April 23, 2006

aww, yeah! i am finally very happy! yay!

haha. i posted my Lost works on some Lost forums (kasi other members did the same thing--nainggit ako, haha). i know i ain't very good yet, but anyhow, i want to eh. i was thinking i'd get in the forums the appreciation i don't get anywhere else. and now--i do! haha. yavang! nah, i'm just totally happy. i've had people giving good feedbacks about my works (some of which are posted here, pero the recent ones i've done aren't here on my blog). about four or five people have emailed me for requests and used the banners and icons i've made. yahoo! haha.

*dances and sings happy, happy, joy, joy*

tagoink!
the doctor is out
4:16 PM
.worldyouthday-ish.

papa played golf yesterday, so we didn't attend the english anticipated mass. we went to mass today at the notre dame cathedral. astig, parang world youth day ulit. loads of people were there, and they were people of different nationalities and races. saya! mostly vietnamese, and noypi. some were french and europeans (i heard them speaking). there was a european couple with their kids--twin boys, adopted, obviously (they looked like asian kids). then some american people, and other asian people.

the mass took a bit longer, though. the priest was vietnamese, but since hindi naman lahat can understand the language, he had to pray in english, too. kaya after the vietnamese prayer, english naman (or vice versa). haay, i kinda got sleepy. haha.

then we toured saigon south, then ate lunch at diamond plaza. a noypi family greeted us, kahit di namin kilala. they were like, "oh, filipinos? hello! kamusta?"

then back to sky garden for some piece and quiet.


while on the elevator going up to the 9th floor (where our flat is):

PAPA pokes MAMA on the waist, "attempting" to tickle her, like he does with us kids.

ME
pa, wag ka na umasa.
di naman yun gagana kay mama eh.
it just bounces on her fats.


PAPA
hahaha! sama mo talaga sa mama mo!

ME
totoo naman eh!
tingin mo.


i poked mom. nothing happened.


haha. tagoink!


P.S. mama reminded me about my license. magpaturo daw ako sa driver ni papa kung paano mag-drive. nyak! eh di ko na nga alam kung saan ko nilagay license ko eh.
the doctor is out
3:54 PM
.summerbummer.
Friday, April 21, 2006

i've been sitting around for the longest time. i swear, i'm like, so ashamed of the housekeeping now. haha. everyday na lang, they'd knock on the door and come into the room to clean the apartment. and everyday, they'd find me lounging on the sofa, watching DVDs. siguro iniisip nila wala na akong magawa sa buhay. heehee.

actually, i'm good with being a bum. i don't really care. i've even been watching just the same film over and over--GOAL! kuno becker is such a cutie. sheesh! new target. haha.

oh well, it's the weekends. hope we go somewhere.

singapore trip seems impossible now. too many people daw kasi, flight scheds don't jive with papa's sched. the good thing is, mama is letting us pick which place we want to go. of course they have a list of places (cambodia, thailand, or hong kong), pero they're considering our choices too. although, i'd go anywhere, really. gusto ko lang yung plane ride. i like flying. haha. okay, para nang bata. tagoink!
the doctor is out
11:18 PM
.hitting with your best shot.
Thursday, April 20, 2006

we went driving today. i mean, golf--driving range. i suck at it. real bad. but i don't care. i'm more into ball games--football, basketball. even baseball, pwede na. the way i held the golf club kanina, it was like i was holding a baseball bat. kaya pangit ng mga shots ko. tsk tsk. haha.

speaking of ball games, i've watched GOAL! three more times since last night. so, four times na all in all--in, like, a day. i'm currently watching it again--for the fifth time running.

we also ate dinner at california pizza works. it's the make-your-own-pizza resto. heehee, ayos lang. loser and booger made the meat pizza, mom made the veggie pizza. dad and i were in charge of the salad. haay, happy eating. i had three slices. sila one or two slices lang. haha. takaw!

oh, by the way, i have a new job. well, er, i don't get paid. pero i like it, makes me feel appreciated. i've already got two people asking me to make them forum signatures and banners. huwaw! they liked my works! astig! haha. yeah, i know--pangit yung mga gawa kong artworks. but heck, i'm learning.
the doctor is out
12:22 AM
.the art of sleeping on the couch.
Wednesday, April 19, 2006

i officially don't like papa's apartment's living room couch. yeah, i do. actually, i don't like the living room anymore.


because it's my bedroom. yep, my bedroom.



why do i have to be so nice to my kid siblings? they sleep in the other bedroom--complete with two separate beds (one for each of 'em), cabinets and closets, and a desk. me? i get a couch. a couch! and i'm the eldest!

anyway, so that's where i sleep--the couch. i do get two pillows, while the other kids only have one. but they got soft mattresses and soft, clean comforters. i get a not-so-soft couch and a blanket that smells like old people. okay, maybe not old people. it smells ancient...eurgh!

well, it's not really as bad as it seems, since i get the TV and DVD player all i want. and i use papa's laptop until the wee hours of the morning (when i'm not sleepy yet--like today). it's just that, when it's time for breakfast, i have to be up. because the only way mom can get to the kitchen and cook is to go past the living room to the kitchen. duh, it's an apartment. it ain't a big house. so while the two other kids sleep as long as they want, i can't do that. and even if i sleep earlier than i usually do, say, like, 9 or 10 pm, i still have to wake up at 6 am.

why is life picking on me? *sniff*


by the way, i watched GOAL! today. Kuno Becker is a sweetie--not much of a hottie, but he looks really cute and sweet. and he plays some mean football. i love the game. i miss the game. GOAL!
the doctor is out
1:49 AM
.now? now? NOW?!.
Monday, April 17, 2006

we've got two laptops here--the old IBM one, and papa's new Toshiba one. Pa brings his Toshiba to the office, so we're stuck with the IBM, which is like, SO old. like, windows98 old! sheesh!

anyway, i let loser use the Toshiba one first when papa gets home. problem is, she takes TOO long! abuso na sa kabaitan ko! and what does she do? she chats with aui. yeah, AUI--her girlfriend. buti sana kung wala ibang gagamit eh.

sasabihin niya kasi sabi ko pag tulog na lahat?! ayus lang siya?! sabi ko, pagka-late na, ako naman para di ko na sila guguluhin! eh i also need to sleep naman noh! and wake up early. i kinda have this problem with sleeping--i can't sleep after the sun's up. kaya by 5 or 6 am here (6 or 7 am sa 'pinas), gising na ako. so if i only get to use it at, like, 11pm and use it for two or three hours like she does, what time pa ako makakagamit?
the doctor is out
11:35 PM
.where did the pizza go?.
Sunday, April 16, 2006

since yesterday, we've been planning on what to do today. it all went down to just one simple thing: lunch at the pizza place, where we make our own pizza.

so, what we do for the earlier part of the morning is walk. yep, walk. walk around the city, just like what we did before. we went to parkson's, which is like the rustan's sa 'pinas. lots of nice stuff. big brands. i was so happy to see this ad of brad pitt for tag heuer, and david beckham for adidas. haha. babaw ng kaligayahan!

afterwards, we went to fahasa, the bookshop. loads of books, loads of foreigners, loads of twists and turns. grabe, ka-hilo maglakad-lakad! i didn't know where to look, because all the books i saw were in vietnamese. there were a few in english, though. kaso the choices were limited. in the end, i went out of the store without any book.

then loser started to complain about being tired. so, instead of walking all the way to the other side (of the city, as i knew it), we went back to parsons and ate at the food court there. traditional vietnamese lunch. no pizza. and i was so looking forward to the pizza.

tsk tsk.

speaking of pizza, the best pizza makers--the studio cafe peeps a.k.a. NEXPHASE--had their album launching today! waah! di ako nakapunta! sayang. i would've wanted to see them play live.
the doctor is out
9:00 PM
.like father, like son.

this was just too cute not to post.

the jolie-pitts are having fun family-time together. and soooooo cute! brad and maddox are sporting mohawks! haha! like daddy, like son.

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and gee, lookie here! a family photo of the jolie-pitt gang! gotta luv this family.
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credits: JustJared.Com
the doctor is out
12:58 AM
.gwafu!.
Saturday, April 15, 2006

i offered to accompany mom to the market to buy some veggies for lunch. when we went out of the elevator and down the lobby of sky garden, there was this guy who was uber cute! haha. no, he wasn't vietnamese (or asian for that matter). he was a white guy. european ang dating. GWAFU!!! haha. sandy brown hair, fair-skinned. dunno how tall he was, kasi he was sitting with his lil sister eh, while their dad was making arrangements at the reception. syet. may nahahana[ din pala dito. haha! ♥
the doctor is out
11:07 AM
.kiddo-phile.
Thursday, April 13, 2006

we went to mass this evening, for maundy thursday. it was english naman, so there weren't any problems with regards to understanding the readings and all. what was just really annoying was the priest--british kasi eh (i think...). the accent was alright, kaso the way he read was just...so...slow.

and it was really hot, so that kinda pissed me off. siyempre, aircon ba naman sa apartment ni papa all day, then i go out of the apartment and poof! no more aircon. goodbye, cold air. hello, hot and polluted and hazardous city air. haha.

anyway, so dun sa chapel where we heard mass, there was a great number of pinoys. there were also some chinese-looking people, indians, and some american-looking men (basta caucasian features/whites/whatever you wanna call 'em), then a few hybrids--mixes of different races. hehe. being in the presence of pinoys wasn't actually comfy. there wasn't that feeling of happiness seeing my kababayans. ewan ko, basta there was no sense of familiarity. hmmm...

i looked around and saw a lot of kids. cute little kids. some were pinoys. there was this cute curly-haired little boy being carried by his daddy. ang cute talaga! then this indian kid na ganda-ganda ng eyes. pero my favorite kid was this chinese-looking little boy sitting a few rows before me. ang likot-likot niya, kinukulit yung mommy and daddy niya. he kept counting with his fingers, kaso when it came to after seven, he went back to six. kaya naging, "three, four, five, six, seven...six, seven..." heehee. and then he went to the sister there, and he asked, "how did you get here?" in this cutesy way. di naman kasi siya american, so yung accent niya iba. basta patawa talaga, parang "ha di you ge 'ere?"

syet. pedophile-syndrome na naman. haha. tagoink!


P.S. good friday bukas, wala na naman ako blogging nyan...anyway, it's just one more day without blogging. easter na on sunday, so pwede!

P.P.S. NEXPHASE Album Launching at Brittany Bay on Easter Sunday, 0600PM. sayang di ako makakapunta! waah! oh well, i'll buy an album na lang. love "So Complete." ♥
the doctor is out
10:14 PM
.the i-know-i'm-addicted-to-lost game.
Wednesday, April 12, 2006

okay, so we just arrived in vietnam today, for our forty-day vacation. whew, forty days! what am i gonna do for forty days? parang double Lenten season...haha.

anyhow, so we were at the airport, and i just realized how addicted to Lost i actually am. i took note of some things regarding this.

I KNOW I'M ADDICTED TO LOST because...

...while checking in, i hoped that i'd get seat 23A (jack's seat) on the plane.

...i kept staring at this girl in front of me who looked like a younger version of yunjin kim (sun).

...i brought some books to read (sawyer's pasttime on the island), in case the plane crashes and i'd be stuck doing nothing on the island.

...i made sure i brought extra clothes and sandals, so that i'd have things to use if we ever crash on a deserted island.

...sun and jin kept popping up in my head whenever i see koreans (er, asians, actually).

..."you all everybody" kept playing in my mind as i waited to board the plane.

...i saw a huge guy with sweaty clothes, and immediately thought of hurley.

...when i saw a guy wearing shoes with a checkered design, i was reminded of charlie.

...i remembered walt as i watched my brother playing his gameboy--it was the same thing walt was doing while waiting for their plane.

...i thought of locke as the PA asked for a wheelchair attendant.

...i saw a man who looked middle-eastern (or was it indian?), and thought of sayid.

...there was a man (mr. john) seating beside mom who chatted with her all throughout the filght. he asked about us (kids) and listened to mom's stories regarding us, and i thought he'd be like mr. friendly and kidnap us when we get off the plane. (he turned out to be a nice man, though.)
the doctor is out
9:28 PM
.artsy.
Tuesday, April 11, 2006

i'm feelin' artsy these days. i mean, i'm lovin' art. more like...photoshop art. haha.

i'm busying myself with doing lots of Lost creations. yeah, obsessed, deranged, addicted, insanse, killer fan--that's me. see, i even made a page here for all my Lost artworks? haha. adik!

hopefully i'd still get to use my photoshop in vietnam. i dunno if papa would let me install it on his laptop eh. sana lang ayos na yung second laptop ni papa, maybe i could install it there. oh, and he's got DSL! yeah, DSL--in vietnam! asenso! haha. oops.


P.S.
thanks to t.Ex.tu.Ra
for the texture
(which i used as a base).

just thought i needed t
give credit. ;)
the doctor is out
12:51 PM
.counting down to wednesday.
Monday, April 10, 2006

yay! wednesday's just two more days away! i'm so excited!!!

finally, i'll be outta here! i've been looking forward to a vacation. A VACATION. and i finally get to see papa again. although, nothing much would change. i mean, i'd still be doing nothing there--buhay baboy lang. haha. at least it's a new environment, and i'll be a city kid for a change. plus may aircon 24/7, TV and DVDs, a swimming pool and jacuzzi, basketball court, billiard table, gym, LOTS of FOOD (!), and a driver we can call upon anywhere, anytime. haha. ang wala lang sa vietnam is AXN--waah! no LOST?!?! okay lang, i downloaded the episodes i'll be missing for the next few weeks.

then there's the singapore trip! yay, tuloy sa singapore! haha. more than going there, i REALLY want to be up in the air. i lurve riding the plane. kahit na i'm kinda scared of the thought that the plane might crash, whatever. i love riding airplanes. haha.



we went to childhaus nga pala last saturday. i wasn't able to blog, kasi i got home late (but just in time for LOST), and got pretty tired so i went to bed na. and sunday is no-blogging day. my sacrifice for Lent. hehe.

anyhow, the childhaus trip was good. i saw some of the kids we visited before, and met new ones. hindi kasi ako sumama the last time they went, last december. i only went during the september (or was it october?) trip. so sad nga lang, kasi i learned that one of the kids i met during the first visit died. his name was niño.


R.I.P Niño.
the doctor is out
1:06 PM
.world domination.
Friday, April 07, 2006

bwahaha! my plan iz vorking! mwahaha!

heehee. high ulit. i'm watching Lost--again. what's new nga naman, right? it's summer, watching the show is all i'm good at. anyway, now my cousin is also watching it! yeah! kuya mitch is watching the show na rin! haha! and he's lookin' pretty interested, talking about the characters and all. yay!

one down, only 9374503938 more people to go.
the doctor is out
1:06 PM
.in the hatch.
Thursday, April 06, 2006

i've found a new way of passing my time: pushing the button!

yeah! i was in this forum for Lost fans, and there was a program some guy designed, which works much like the dharma alarm in the hatch (if you watch Lost, you'd know what i'm talking about). you gotta input the code, and hit execute (since there's no "execute" on my keyboard, i hit the return key...), every 108 minutes. so when i'm on the computer, i do that every 108 minutes.

and now, my computer's got a little dharma clock on the upperleft corner of the screen.

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cool, huh? heehee.

now i feel more like i'm also in Lost! yeah! i like putting in the code. except the beeping sound (when there's only 4 minutes left) makes me panicky a bit. as i type, there's still 108 minutes left (i just punched the numbers in), plenty of time still. haha.

i like it. i like it very much. tagoink!

damn, i'm geeky.
the doctor is out
10:06 PM
.lost in translation.
Wednesday, April 05, 2006

after weeks of not seeing my friends and barkada, and just being stuck at home with my family (particularly with mama, as my kapatids loser and booger are in their own separate worlds apart from my own), i have come to one very simple thought: how the hell do my mom and i understand each other?

it's weird kasi eh, this relationship and communication style my mom and i have. parang, lagi na lang walang connection yung pag-uusap namin. moreover, walang sense...

    there was this one hot afternoon when i was really bored, and i was watching Lost on TV, and then this commercial about the Lost promo (the trip to hawaii thingy), and then mom came into the room.


ME
mama, trip to hawaii daw oh.
i want to go to hawaii.
take me to hawaii.


MAMA
okay, sige.
pero tomorrow na, late na ngayon eh.
hapon na, kaya late na.



HUH? ano daw?! heehee.

    then when we went to get my license, i stepped on my shoelaces, eh dirty yung ground, so my shoelaces got dirty. i showed them to my mom.



ME
aww, mom! my shoelaces are all dirty!

MAMA
so? eh di linisin mo na lang when we get home.

*three days later, i haven't cleaned my shoes yet. tapos we were on the bus stop waiting for a ride to the LRT station (which i didn't even get to ride, darn it!). while we were walking, mama stepped on my shoes.*

ME
mom! you stepped on my shoes!
you got my shoelaces even dirtier!


MAMA
huh? eh di ipalinis mo na lang kay nanay ida.



HA? sabi lang niya linisin KO. then now sabi niya ipalinis ko na lang. hanglabu, dude. tagoink!

and then today, we went to UST--again. grabe, di pa nga ako enrolled there, punta na ako ng punta dun, like it's my school na. haha. as in! i eat there, inside the campus, where most of the students eat. i sit where they sit, hang out where they hang out. haha. akala mo kung sino. anyhow...so yun nga, we commuted there with tita toots and gracie. we rode the bus, and then the conductor asked for our bayad.


MAMA
toots, hayaan mo na. ako na magbabayad.
des [me], pahiram muna nung Php100 mo.


ME
huh? akala ko ikaw magbabayad?

MAMA
oo nga, kaya akin na yung pera mo.


langhiya. akala ko naman siya magbabayad! eh pera ko yung gamit eh. ibig lang ata niya sabihin siya yung magbibigay nung pera sa conductor. hmp! hanggulo. inay ko talaga...tagoink!
the doctor is out
5:43 PM
.fides the homeless.
Tuesday, April 04, 2006

mom and pa and i talked yesterday. er, kind of. mom talked to some people on the phone--like, the ones who have dorms and stuff near UST, pero it was like she was telling me that i won't be at pacific suites. pa "talked" to me too--more like, sermon about social stuff and blah blah blah. haha. halatang bored ako. nah, i did listen. just...not much. hehe.

so basically, i'm still homeless until the makati condo is done (woo hoo! next year!). kawawa naman ako. tsk tsk. maglipat na lang kaya ako ng school? haha! tagoink!
the doctor is out
1:13 PM
.lost MRT/LRT ride.
Monday, April 03, 2006

poor me. i didn't get to ride the MRT nor the LRT today. and i was so looking forward to it. i swear, nung nasa manila na kami, i felt like an excited little kid waiting for a pony ride. heehee. weird. mababaw lang naman pangarap ko eh, makasakay lang ng MRT and LRT. haha.

went to manila today, to UST, to confirm for my course in nursing. i saw some of my old classmates from MHCS, who were also in UST--paola, jessica, and rachelle. kasama nila moms nila. i hung out with them a bit, lakad-lakad lang, looking for a place. homeless people pa rin kami eh. i won't be for long, though! haha. woo hoo!

mama and i looked at rooms sa sun suites and pacific suites. i lurve pacific suites! ganda-ganda nung place! it had a cafe, and internet shop, there's laundry, housekeeping, a study area, and room service. yeah, room service! haha. the place is so nice talaga. well-guarded. plus, it's only a walking distance from UST. eh di masaya! rooms are awesome. kinda small, pero i like 'em. i'm still looking for a roomie (or roomies), but mom has jam (haha, insan) in mind. or grace and chem. or, my last resort, nj and paolo. yeah, one of the boys ako nyan! haha.

astig talaga pacific suites. astig din yung president ng pacific suites, gwafu! haha. even mama says so. tagoink!
the doctor is out
5:28 PM
.how bored can i be?.
Sunday, April 02, 2006

i'm bored. and i'm tired of saying "i'm bored." but i can't help it, because i am bored. haha.

windang-ness is settling in. tagoink!

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the doctor is out
12:13 AM
.diego.
Saturday, April 01, 2006

i have a new target: diego leandro ...um. i forgot his last name. basta, si diego.

haha. i saw him during the anticipated mass at the chapel, and he looked so gwapo! heehee. nag-iba na yung face niya, siguro because of his new 'do. or at least it's new to me. parang ang tagal ko nang hindi nagsisimba sa chapel, kaya nanibago ako sa kanya. haha. gwapo, maputi, chinito. naks!


heehee. sige, judith (if you're reading this), tawa ka lang. basta, cute si diego. tagoink!
the doctor is out
7:32 PM
.tabula rasa.

i'm bored--again. haha.

i'm watching the first season of LOST on DVD. the third episode is entitled, "tabula rasa." dunno what it means. hehe. anyhoo...i dunn care. who cares, right? as long as sawyer is there, and jack's there, and kate's there...and boone's there.

damn. too many hot people in one god-forsaken spit of land. what more can i ask for? ♥
the doctor is out
8:20 AM

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10 June
age 17

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I HEART
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Wait
wait till the signs are right
Wait till the perfect time
and you will wait too long
he will be gone
-- Wait, Get Set Go

so please
baby please
open your heart
catch my disease
-- Catch My Disease, Ben Lee

but i did, i can
i was, i am
only human, living, dying
just like any fool who ever breathed
if love is blind
if love's a drug
it always is
it always was and
love was surely made for fools like me

-- Fools Like Me, Lisa Loeb

i would have stayed up
with you all night
had I known
how to save a life
-- How To Save A Life, The Fray

all that i am
all that i ever was
is here in your perfect eyes
they're all i can see
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
-- Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

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