.aftermath.
Sunday, July 30, 2006

syet. i love my PE, since it's softball. i love swinging the bat, although i get frustrated easily kasi i can't hit the ball. kaso syet, pamatay din yung sport na yun! i always wake up the next day na sobrang sakit ng katawan ko. hehe. but it's fun. and messy.

anyway, i'm not gonna talk about softball, hehe. just thought i'd share. i'm more into talking about what happened after the phone-and-money incident at home.

God, how i wish i were here when mom kicked that old woman out of the house. from what i hear, it was quite an entertaining scene. talo pa yung mga nasa teleserye! basically, i can't go into details since i don't know much about how it went, but there are some stuff i've been told...

pinalayas ni mom si nanay ida, kaso she didn't want to leave. she stayed dun sa abandoned house beside ours--iskwater! so when mom found that out, she went on a rampage, hehe. "walang hiya ka! may gana ka pang tumira dito tapos mong gawin yun! salot ka! salot ka! alam mo ba yun? ikaw ang nagdala ng malas dito! lumayas ka! layas!" heehee. stuff like that daw. and guess what time that was--around 6.30am! hehe. nagising pa sina jinky and jm. jinky was all like, "mama, ang heart mo. mama, baka magka-heart attack ka." weh! hehe, drama queen si loser!

and then when nanay ida was still there and ayaw pa umalis, mama called the barangay people na. the police, yung imbestigador, etc. one phonecall and they were all at our house na daw--eh di pa office hours yata yun. ganun kaaga ba naman. but they went to the house pa rin.

lots of talking, investigating, questions. nung ayaw sumagot ni nanay ida, cops asked mom kung gusto daw ba dalhin somewhere for questioning--i dunno, maybe like torture chambers or something. wag na daw sabi ni mama.

by then, marami na yung people at home. even sina tito noel and yung mga katulong sa kanila were going on and on about how nanay ida was like this and that. basta, inapi na yata siya ng lahat. tapos ang nakaharap pa niya eh si mama--eh di wala talaga siyang laban, kasi hindi siya makakasingit pag si mama na ang nagsasalita.

grabe talaga! ang mahirap kasi sa ginawa ni nanay ida, BARANGAY OCAMPO ang kinalaban niya. mess with one of us, buong clan ang makakalaban mo. kahit si tita les and tito dong na nasa los baños alam yung nangyari, lawyer pa naman ang father ni tito dong, naku! baka kung saan pa madala yung case na ito. everyone talaga nang-away na kay nanay ida. my uncles and aunties, my grandparents. we're really all for one and one for all.

bottom line, they made something like a blotter, whatever that is. basta, it states that nanay ida CAN NEVER EVER enter the barangay. even if she puts just one foot inside the barangay (yeah, the whole subdivision, not just in our house), ikukulong siya. she can't even touch a hair on our heads. she has nothing to do with any of us, and we ain't got shit to do with her. OR ELSE.


wahaha! see? that's what happens when people mess with the Ocampo clan. and ano lang ang ginawa niya--kumuha ng isang cellphone and Php1,000. ano? sino pa aaway sa 'kin?!
the doctor is out
10:09 AM
.uber happy.
Thursday, July 27, 2006

OMG! i'm so happy na! oh yah! haha!

after ranting and going loka over my phone and my pera, i'm back to being so saya na, kasi i got a new phone na! yeah, beybeh! haha!

and i got more than what i asked for. tapos mama kept making kwento kanina about how she made palayas our katulong and stuff. basta, next time na me mag-make kwento. hehe. tagoink!
the doctor is out
4:48 PM
.thief.

our katulong took my phone and money.

DAMN HER! AND SHE EVEN DARED TO PUT THE BLAME ON SOME OTHER PEOPLE?! TANGINA NYA! AKALA NIYA MAKAKATAKAS SIYA? EH DAHIL DIN SA KATANGAHAN NIYA KAYA SIYA NAHULI!

syet.

i don't think i've ever really cussed anyone. weh. paki ko! eh langhiya yung ginawa niya eh.

she could've asked for money, she could've asked for anything--kaso hindi eh. she had to rob ME! i trusted her. i'd wait for her para sunduin ako. i'd let her into my room to clean. i'd leave th cabinets open kahit na aalis ako, since i know that when i get back, nothing will go missing dun.

then she stole from me. shit siya.
the doctor is out
9:59 AM
.robbed.
Sunday, July 23, 2006

whenever i'm in manila, i was remind myself not to bring my wallet and phone with me everywhere. i only bring a small amount of money going to school or making gimiks at SM. i don't bring my phone if we're just gonna have dinner in some small canteen or diner near the dorm.

it's a risk i'm taking, leaving my valuables in the dorm, too, or course. i don't know who can go to whose room and all. and there are stories about kleptomaniacs--not in our dormitory, thank God. but in other dormitories, there are daw.

so far, i've brought my phone around SM and taken my wallet with me when i commute going home--pero never pa akong na-hold-up or anything. simply put, i've never been a victim of hold-ups and robberies around manila.

SO HOW THE FUCK DID I LOSE MY PHONE AND Php1,000 IN MY OWN DAMN HOUSE?!

last night, i was really sleepy na at around 10.40pm--but i still wanted to check my mail on the computer, since mom said she just sent me a message. eh jinx was still using the computer, so i figured i'll take a quick nap na muna and use it after her. i set my alarm (on my phone) to 11.00pm, thinking i can probably use it by then. if hindi pa tapos si jinx, i'll find some other stuff to do na lang. with me, sleeping for a couple of minutes is enough to keep me awake for hours after eh.

bad trip. i didn't hear my phone beeping at 11.00pm! i woke up, not knowing what time it was. i looked around for my phone. i set it sa tabi ko lang eh, on the pillow. it was close to my ear para magising agad ako when it rings. i didn't find it. i didn't worry first, thinking magulo lang siguro ako matulog, so it's probably just around the bed. i got up and went to mom's room, kasi the clock in my room doesn't work. i checked the time--4.00am. i decided to just use the computer later in the morning.

when i went back to my room, i looked for my phone, kasi i'll set the alarm at aroung 6.00am. syet. i couldn't find it anywhere on the bed. my bed isn't big, and lalo na yung space where i sleep, since some of my newly-ironed clothes were still at the foot of my bed, with my wallet and all. those were the things i was going to bring back to the dorm. i looked around my table and everywhere else around the room. my room's small--jinx's room is even bigger. but my phone was not to be found anywhere. fuck. i started to panic, pero i told myself i just needed some sleep, it would turn up soon.

i was having a headache when i woke up at around 6.45am (i took JM's watch to know the time). the headache was probably caused by all the kaguluhan i was thinking about. fuck talaga. just the night before, i was thinking of texting my roommates to tell 'em i'll be late returning to the dorm since i'll be at the airport to pick up my mom. i was thinking of loading Php100 on my phone, since i didn't have load anymore, and nagpabili pa lang ako kay nanay ida ng prepaid card yesterday. then now, POOF! my phone is fucking missing.

i asked nanay ida to help me look for it. wala talaga. pati si lola umakyat sa room ko to help me look--nothing turned up. i thought that maybe if i fixed some stuff, like put my dorm clothes sa bag and all, i'll find my phone. so i packed up the clothes in my bed. my wallet, my charger, my mp4 were also on the bed, and i packed them up. before i zipped the bag, i thought i'd check my wallet first.

yesterday (saturday) afternoon, nanay gave me the change after buying the prepaid card. she handed me Php895, since the card was Php105. i put the money inside the wallet, the five-peso coins on the little pouch outside (which was home to my one-peso coins). i counted all the money i had, including the few i saved from last week's allowance: Php1,000+ coins. the prepaid card i put on the first slot, then my UAAP ticket (which was s'pposed to be for the UST-FEU game last 29July--i didn't attend because of exams) at the third slot. everything was neatly put there.

when i checked my wallet kanina, all the bills were gone--one five-hundred pesos, three one-hundred pesos, a fifty, and two twenties. the five-peso coins were also gone. my UAAP ticket was on the first slot, and it was slipped there upside-down. the prepaid card was gone.

i thought i had only misplaced my phone. but when i found out that my money was gone--there was just no way that i could've mispalced that, too. ako pa, na sobrang maingat sa pera. no way.

right. so i got robbed of my phone in-between the five hours that i've been asleep. i was robbed of my money God knows when, maybe in the early evening when i went to Mass, or maybe around the time my phone disappeared, too. damn it.

FUCK YOU, BITCH (WHOEVER YOU ARE) FOR TAKING MY MONEY AND MY PHONE.
the doctor is out
10:55 AM
.wed thu and fri.

wednesday, thursday, and friday--Judgement Day for me.

why?

because it's time for monthly exams. syet.

who would've thought that the day will come na i will have to force myself not to go out of the dorm and run to the nearest netshop?! whoa. tuesday afternoon was killing me. all sorts of questions kept popping in my head. how do they do the exams? which lessons do i need to focus on? do i answer in pencil or in pen? what if i had erasures? do we take it as a class lang, or do we have a big place where all the other freshmen also take the exam? mahirap kaya? pwede bang relax-relax lang, or seryosong aral talaga?

anyway, talagang nung tuesday night aral na aral ako. as in like, aral talaga. it was so not like me to focus on one subject and try to take in every single word from the hand-outs. syet talaga.

by wednesday morning, i woke up at 4.30am, waited until about ten-to-five, and went to shower. i had everything done, ready to go na ako by 6am--eh ang class ko is 7.30am pa. i had planned to go to school at around 6.50am, kasi iba yung room namin today, and since all i know is that sa third floor yun, i imagined i'd be going around in circles pa before i get to the right room. that 50minutes' waiting time at the dorm was the most unbearable 50minutes i've ever had. i was shaking, i was so nervous. at one point i wanted to run to the bathroom to barf--good thing that didn't happen. at last 6.50am came, i ran across the street and straight to the Dapitan gate, then to the med building. the classroom wasn't so hard to find, since i saw a classmate of mine going there too.

first test was psych1. i like psych. i dunno why. basta, astig. sir maglalang gave us a 41-page hand-out the day before (tuesday), so i spent the whole tuesday night reading it. thankfully, lumabas naman sa test yung mga nasa hand-out. medyo nakakagulo lang yung exam, kasi it's like the entrance test, except instead of shading the circle on the answer sheet, para siyang yung lotto ticket where you mark a diamond with a straight line. hehe. eh natanga ako kasi hindi ko alam kung tama ba yung pag-mark ko. we had a break from 9.00am-10.30am. filipino yung next, ayos lang naman. the typical things to expect sa exam. by 12nn, i was back at the dorm.

second day, thursday. exams were math101, english101a, and philo2. math, i didn't study much--read and scan lang sa notes. it's math eh--application ng pinag-aralan. it's not so much as memorizing notes or anything like that. the problem was, our teacher gave us a solution sheet nga, to put in our solutions, eh the problem was sobgrang liit nung boxes! as in dapat solution for number one is only here, for number two, only there. eh hindi ko mapagkasya! letsch! hanggulo! di ko rin natapos--i kept solving one item again and again eh, kasi wala yung answer ko sa choices. or maybe mali kasi yung choices. weh, bahala na. english was easy, parang pinaglaruan lang yung exam. basta, ganun. like, 6th grader stuff. hehe. kasi yung mga nakasama na sa long test last monday, hindi na niya sinama sa exams. eh nung monday, half yata ng lahat ng lessons namin yung nasa test, so we only had to think about the other half of what we've discussed for the past month or so. philo2--nakaka-ewan! haha. i dunno, it was sorta easy na hindi. the good thing was, kung ano yung mga nasa protocol namin, lumabas din sa exam, so may ready answers na kami.

the bad thing during philo2 was we had to take the exam in a big room--together with another section. they had like, more guys on their class (no gwapo, unlike sa amin--haha, kahit iilan lang, may mga mukha namang ihaharap! naks!). tapos yung guys pa nila sobrang ingay--as in grade-school-kids ang dating. (i wouldn't know kung high school ganun kaingay ang guys, di ba?). so anyway, our class is so full of mababait and studious people, so when we went inside the room, straight to studying and reviewing na. eh sila, puro maiingay--both the guys and the girls, mas maingay lang yung guys. so one of us shouted out, "pwede po bang tumahimik, kasi may mga nag-aaral eh?!" they other class shut up--pero afterwards, one of the guys started clapping in this annoying, and rude way. basta, nakakabastos. then one of us said, "ay, ang bastos!" then parang walang narinig yung kabilang class, nag-ingay ulit. hmp! sabi ng classmates ko sinabihan pa daw yung class namin, "lecheng section naman yan." ha! kami ang leche?! sino ba yung mga bastos and maiingay?! syet.

when friday came, parang my execution day came--chemistry111 Lec and Lab, tapos theology. weh, wala naman ako talaga masyadong care sa theo since basta nabasa ko yung CFC stuff, madali na. i was far too worried with chem111. syet. kakatakot talaga. the really bad thing was we were going to take it in room 603--kamusta naman yun! first exam, sa sixth floor! syet! eh sa dorm nga nasa 5th floor ako, so work-out na sa 'kin yung paglakad up and down ng dorm, tapos biglang sa school nasa 6th floor kami! syet. chemistry111Lec was hard. hehe. damn. pero chem111Lab was easier. haay. we finished both exams by 10.30am. eh theo was at 1.00pm pa! whew! hehe. i was inviting my classmates to go to SM eh, hehe. kaso we took a long time eating sa cafeteria. er, more like, watching our guy classmates sa kabilang side. we were on the 2nd floor kasi, eh may height limit ng 5'8--we were looking to see which of the guys were higher than 5'8. syet. napansin ata nung isang classmate namin, si pepe, hehe. kahiya! nagloko pa siya nung paalis sila, kunwari tumama yung head niya kasi he's more than 5'8 in height eh. ewan. sino pa ba more than 5'8? hmm...si francis ata and si gimo. i dunno. basta yun. tapos finally, theo came and nakapag-test na kami. of course it's theo, so there were stuff i didn't agree with, especially sa true or false set. may answers ako which i would say false, pero since ang tinuro ay true dapat, i marked yung true. hehe.

the sucky part about friday was we still had the freshmen welcome walk in the afternoon. so by 3pm, we were already drained. yung other colleges naman kasi hindi nag-monthly exam, yung mga nasa med-building and pharma people (like us) lang yata. so sobrang tired na ako, eh ang gulo. tapos siyempre nakasama na naman namin yung class na maingay. haay, naku! basta. magulong-magulo. the walk itself naman, when we finally walk through the arch of the centuries, maganda yung execution. we had the cadets there and stuff. parang grad ceremony yung dating, wahaha. kulang lang ng red carpet. then nag-mass sa labas ng main hall. nabinyagan pa namin yung grounds ng main hall! hehe. they've been fixing it kasi to become the alumni park (i think, haha) in time for UST's 400years in 2011. basta, freshmen from different colleges nandun. nakita ko pa si arnel after nung mass--he's in archi kasi eh. hehe. nice to see old classmates. sana pala di ako nakita nila aizel na naka-uniform. i've been trying to avoid bumping into her pag nasa school--titirahin talaga ko nun pag nakita akong naka-nursing uniform eh.

after the mass, may welcome rites eklat pa, then PAAARRRR-TAAAAYYY! yeah! haha. may party sa main hall grounds. i didn't attend, though. kasi gusto ko na umuwi. my classmate said tumugtog daw yung three bands (baka mga UST peeps lang), then soapdish.

syet. kapagod talaga yung week na yun. paano pa kaya sa prelims? waaaahh!!!
the doctor is out
10:01 AM
.mon and tue.
Saturday, July 22, 2006

whew! whatta week! syet.

gawd, when was the last time i blogged?! feels like ages ago! paano ba naman?! this week was just so busy! i mean, like, the busiest week i've ever had to date. wanna know how busy? i had to force myself not to walk out of the dorm and go to the netshop to surf the 'net! and i so do not do that! 'net comes first, before school and all--NOT!

monday means i'm in school from 8am-4pm. we had a long test in psych1(8am-9am). afterwards, filipino. ma'am taruc cut us some slack, thank God, and let us review for english101a and chem111Lec. so after an hour reviewing, time for the english long test. the sorta-bad thing about english is that ma'am cordova is very strict with time. so when she says it's 15seconds before she clicks to the next slide (long tests kasi naka-powerpoint), it's really just 15seconds! if mabagal ka magbasa or you don't look up on the screen after scribbling your answer sa paper, you'll probably miss out on a question or two. syet, i got 13/25! ano ba naman yun?! the next hour, chem111Lec naman ang long test. ma'am peña doesn't show mercy, either. although come to think of it, hindi ko na masyado maalala yung test na binigay nya. kasi ba naman, pinakita niya yung results nung first long test namin before letting us take the second test--eh my score was 18/40 (passing grade is 24)! talk about boosting morale...by the time i started to answer my test paper, i was too depressed with my grade sa first test. haha, so i ain't expecting any improvement with the second test.

by lunchtime, wala na akong gana kumain. kaso my friends (miko anne, ana, and paola) dragged me off to eat sa may carpark, at "what's hot." eh masarap yung food, napakain tuloy ako. hehe. oh yeah, and kasabay namin yung guy classmates namin, sina DJ and BMR. *cough*sino kaya kinikilig?*cough* buti na lang makukulit yung mga kasama ko, lalo na si paola pati si DJ. hehe. took my mind off that damn chem111Lec test.

after lunch, time for chem111Lab. surprise, surprise--may long test na naman. we went to the lab (darn, from first floor straight to the sixth floor, naubos din yung kinain ko!). sir villaflores gave us the test. i kinda think chemLab is easier than chemLec. kaso i panicked nung test kasi nagkulang yung test papers, eh hindi na ako nabigyan. there was a time limit pa! i was sitting there, freezing (nasa likod ko lang yung aircon), while everyone else was busy answering. buti na lang sir villaflores gave me a few minutes' extension.

since nag-test kami, that means right after we finish it, pwede na umuwi. i got back to the dorm at around 3pm, i think. yay! may time to sleep before studying, kasi tuesday, we also had long tests in philo2 and math101.

tusday means i have to go to school earlier, kasi 7am ang first class ko. pero ang dismissal is at 12nn, so okay lang. of course, my first subject is theology1. aah, theo. my beloved subject. ayoko na mag-comment about sa lesson, since baka mapaaway na naman ako. Len-Len read that thing i wrote about God's existence, naguluhan na daw siya kung meron ba talagang God. ho hum. anyway, basta ang sabi sa theo, the bible is accurate and without error--pero biglang nag-dicuss si ma'am aboy about the bible's areas without claim of accuracy. simply put, the bible has inaccuracies--in history, science, etc. gah! i was going to ask her about Constantine and the Council of Nicea (it's related to the 'other' Gospels, basta--related din sa Da Vinci Code eklat), kaso baka lalo lang gumulo.

anyway, Philosophy 2! woot! hehe. sir tadle, our prof, is pretty nice. nag-long test kami, pero he said we can look at our notes daw. basta notes lang namin, other people's notes, bawal na daw. so basically, parang seatwork lang, wahaha! the only thing i found weird about sir tadle is that story he told us. madalas kasi siyang absent, and one tuesday a few weeks ago, he said he was absent kasi his dog died. then during our next meeting after that, he was wearing a black polo. hehe. coincidence? *shrugs*

math101--wala ring patawad. it's easy in the sense that it's just algebra, kaso the equations ma'am sevilla (our prof, who also wrote the math book we're using) gave were too complicated. it's easy, as long as you know factoring and special products, kaso the process is long. as in uber long. basta.

anyway...whatta week. whew!
the doctor is out
10:21 AM
.TAG-oink!.

i got tagged. hmm.

(i'm stealing the instructions from ana's blog, wahehe!)

Instructions:
1. The tagged victim must come up with 8 different descriptions of their perfect lover.
2. He/she needs to mention the sex/gender of their perfect lover.
3. He/she must tag 8 more people to join this game and leave a comment on their respective sites announcing that they've been tagged.
4. If tagged a second time, there's no need to post again.



description:
_tall (but not sobrang tall naman), malinis sa katawan (clean shaven, no piercings), and gwapo, haha! (maputi, cute smile, nice eyes)
_one who knows when to be serious and when to be funny (if a guy can make me laugh, pwede na--problem is i'm hard to please, wahaha)
_thoughtful and sweet (classic!), medyo mahirap na yata maghanap ng perfect gentlemen ngayon eh *cough*I-2*cough*
_responsible sa school stuff (taga-gawa ng school works ko)
_'stig pumorma
_good, athletic built (hmm. strong pair of arms, footballer's legs...hmm.)
_may money, may pinag-aralan, may talents, may magandang outlook in life
_has a lot of patience and understanding

PLUS POINTS if he loves kids. i like seeing men with kids, ang cute tignan.


nyahaha! kulang pa yata yung eight items to describe the perfect guy. dami pa akong criteria...wahehe. adik.


wtf?! "adik"?! darn, nahahawa na ako kay ano. tsk, tsk. tigil na nga text-text. abnui! wahahaha! di mo naman binabasa blog ko kaya okay lang, nyahaha! syet. "good" influence daw...haay, naku. tagoink!
the doctor is out
9:47 AM
.forum.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006

syet.

mr. YAEL YUZON of spongecola ba talaga?! wahaha!

i'm just browsing through this forum (of which i'm a member of), then i saw his username (basta, un na un) on the list of the people online. i clicked it, tapos photo nya lumabas. 'stig! kahit yung posts--seems to be him.

hmmm...tagoink!
the doctor is out
2:52 PM
.date-less.
Sunday, July 09, 2006

on thursdays, our class normally ends at 12noon. but last thursday, our teacher was out, so we ended at 10.30am instead. i invited my classmates to SM, kaso meron daw sila PE or some other practice thingy. eh i wanted to go to SM and starbucks. so i went to SM nang mag-isa.

hehe. dateless.

at least nagawa ko yung gusto ko: Starbucks (yum!) and watch ng movie; Superman Returns. yay! haha. nagsayang lang ulit ako ng money, hehe. oh well...para kay brandon, duh buh? tagoink!
the doctor is out
12:42 PM
.guy speak.
Tuesday, July 04, 2006

i. actually. had. a. nice. conversation. with. two. guys. today.

astig.

so normally, i'm not the kind of person who comes up to someone to chitchat with, especially not with guys. other than with the nexphase guys and a select few guy friends (count 3 or 4), i don't think i've talked to guys in a "barkada" way before.

but today, i had a nice chat with BMR, and for the first time since coming here to UST, i actually enjoyed a conversation with a classmate! since going to my new school, wala akong makausap about music, or TV shows that I like. today, though, i got to talk to someone about music. i don't even say hi to the guy, pero there we were--talking. it was good to talk to someone about something i like talaga. kasi i can't relate to the pacquiao game--and nobody else can relate to the england-portugal game. i don't know those local TV shows--they don't know about The OC and Lost! pero now, i finally found something i had in common with a classmate--music.

then this afternoon, i got to talk with tan! yay! haha. the guy's always fun to talk to, hehe. we talked about school and football, mostly. he TALKED about football. i GUSHED over the footballers. *cough*BECKHAM*cough* swerte nya he isn't going to school yet. sa september pa! arrrgh! while i'm here working my ass off. nyahaha!

haha. darn, gotta go. been here since...ever. tagoink!
the doctor is out
4:05 PM
.i heart Gab's legs.
Sunday, July 02, 2006

i heart Gab's legs.

yes, his legs. at first i though i liked him, now i realize i like his legs. haha!

yesterday my family and i went to alabang town center. going there, we saw a sign saying something about Gary V. performing at ATC later in the evening. so we made it a point to watch it--kahit one song lang, tapos uwi na kami.

we spent the day getting bored. hehe. we went to the mall na kasi last friday, after mom fetched me from my dorm. we even watched Superman Returns. oh yeah, i also heart Brandon Routh! haay, gwafu! nyahaha. before kasi in pictures i just thought he was an okay-looking guy. pero seeing him on screen, gaaah. syet. hottie.

anyway, so since wala kami magawa, we just stayed sa powerbooks--yung children's section. we waited until around 4.30pm, kasi we were meeting loser (who went to ATC to hang out with her friends as soon as we got there) at starbucks. so after that, we went to festival mall to hear mass at 5pm.

the mass finished a few minutes before 6pm, so we were certain to arrive at ATC just in time to see the concert. we got there a few minutes past 6pm, so he had probably performed two or three songs. pero what we agreed upon na watching just a song or two became watching the whole show na. hehe. kiana valenciano performed with her dad, magaling nga siya kumanta. pro other than seeing Gary V., the next person i wanted to see was gab valenciano. i've seen him dance on TV and i know he's good, pero it was different to see him live, dancing with his pop. astig nilang dalawa ni Gary V.! waah! so yeah, now i ♥ Gab's legs. hehe.

am i sounding too much like an obsessed fan? haha. i remember kasi as a kid, gary v. was my idol. nyahaha. he's the only local music artist who i knew--before the OPM bands hit the scene. basta, ganun.

anyway, haha. 'stig talaga, both gary and gab valenciano. nakakamangha. tagoink!
the doctor is out
8:43 AM

| about|

Fides Maria Teresa
10 June
age 17

LOSTjunkie.
HARRYPOTTERaddict.
crazyforTheOC.
GREY'SANATOMYfan.
DESPERATEHOUSEWIVESlover.

I HEART
JOSHholloway.
BRADpitt.
BRANDONrouth.
CHANNINGtatum.
BENmckenzie.
JAMIEdenton.
JAMESlafferty.

| grey's mcmix|

Wait
wait till the signs are right
Wait till the perfect time
and you will wait too long
he will be gone
-- Wait, Get Set Go

so please
baby please
open your heart
catch my disease
-- Catch My Disease, Ben Lee

but i did, i can
i was, i am
only human, living, dying
just like any fool who ever breathed
if love is blind
if love's a drug
it always is
it always was and
love was surely made for fools like me

-- Fools Like Me, Lisa Loeb

i would have stayed up
with you all night
had I known
how to save a life
-- How To Save A Life, The Fray

all that i am
all that i ever was
is here in your perfect eyes
they're all i can see
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
-- Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

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