.just so you know.
Sunday, July 29, 2007

just so you know, i miss you. haha.

oh well, what's new? XP
the doctor is out
2:45 PM
.angie says.

I was reading an interview of Angelina Jolie in the Marie Claire magazine last night. Natuwa naman ako. Hmm, maybe because at some point I can relate? Ahaha! Maybe. Well, HE would know what I mean [if hindi mo alam, ewan ko na lang sa yo! Haha! XP]. And also because she's so into talking about her kids--far from the Angelina Jolie in roles like Girl, Interrupted. Haha. Adorable.

Here are some excerpts from it.

When the subject is Pitt, Jolie shifts into a lower gear..."I think we both went
on a lot of faith--we really did," she says. "...We acknowledge that we are
lucky we turned out to be for each other everything we'd hoped for. We could
have been very wrong, but every challenge we hit has brought us closer. It has
been that kind of relationship."


Pitt has brought her out of her shell--opening her up in a way that is
completely new, she tells me.


"I'm still having trouble convincing Pax that underwear and pants go
together--underwear is not pants!" she proclaims.


Zahara is the "smartass personality. The other day, Z said to me, 'I need a
cookie.' I said, 'You need a cookie? You don't need a cookie!' She
said, 'Daddy gonna cry.' Why is Daddy going to cry? 'Daddy wants me to have a
cookie.' She's just that smart."


Shiloh is "starting to walk, so she's falling and trying to everything in the
place."


Angelina is luv. ♥
the doctor is out
2:28 PM
.worth the walk.
Saturday, July 28, 2007

I owe the next few entries to HIM. He's been asking when I'll write something new in my blog eh, so these next few entries are for you. Of course, you are in these entries, para naman sabihin mong di sayang yung pagbabasa mo. Haha. I know you go here to check if I made kwento about you. Haha. XP

So every Thursday I don't have classes (unless I count PE, which is simply trying to score as many baskets as I could--not exactly "class," ain't it?). Yeah, well, I've said this a couple of times already. Anyway...Even if my PE class is like, at 3pm pa, I'm showered and dressed up na by 6am. Yeah, ^ o'clock in the morning! Then I go to school and meet up with HIM. Syempre, I wanna see him off. Haha. Parang mommy, I walk him pa to our building! Hahaha!

Of course, it's not always easy--waking up at 6am and going to school, spending just about 30-40minutes then balik na sa dorm or breakfast at Jollibee or McDo. Sometimes it gets lonely, sometimes nakakapagod maglakad (especially since I'm like, at the 5th floor ng dorm and walang lift!). Still, last Thursday made me realize it's worth the walk and early waking up.

I had planned on not meeting him last Thursday morning. He was okay with it, kasi he had to study rin for FNP and stuff. But even so, I woke up early pa rin, kasi I like being first sa shower (I want dry pa ung floor, wala pa nakakapag-shower--maarte ako, I know). I did text him saying I'm not gonna go see him na this morning, pero since I was showered and dressed na, I decided to just go and hear mass. I told him so na rin, but I wasn't expecting him to meet me sa church. I said mag-aral na lang siya, and pagdadasal ko na lang sya. Haha.

So I went to UST Church and sat at the back portion of the church, where I usually sat when I attend anticipated mass on Saturdays when I don't go home to Laguna. Mass began, and I sat there and listened lang. I was convincing myself that okay rin na di kami nagkita that morning. It's like, we see each other everyday, dapat naman matuto kami to spend some time apart. Right?

Well, wrong. Haha.

I sat there, and suddenly I felt a hand on my shoulder. Then I turned to look and *tenen!* there he was! Haha. We spent the rest of the mass together. And honestly, it was better than hearing mass alone. From that time until evening, I felt super happy. Thursday, a fine day.

So even though I had to walk down the five floors of the dorm, then to the Dapitan gate, then to the church sa may P. Noval side ng university, I knew meeting him was worth the walk.

the doctor is out
2:11 PM
.it's july what?!.
Thursday, July 19, 2007

darn. parang ang bilis ng oras.haha.

what day is it again?

anyway, last saturday was RLE again. thank God no diaper-changing duty! haha.
oh, and i went to watch Harry Potter! so saya. haha. Twice pala! first nung thursday (having a free day right smack in the middle of the week has its advantage naman pala!) then nung sunday. haha.

oh wait. exams pala tomorrow for micro-para. i should go. wala pa ako naaaral! waah! haha.

and damn LTS test on sunday! uuwi pa naman ako. oh well, at least it's in the afternoon pa.

oh, and i know i'm not the mushy sort of person, but hey, if YOU happen to drop by here, just so you know--I'm happy now kasi i can hang out with you everyday na, unlike nung summer. haha. weee!

god, ang bangag ko. haha.

the doctor is out
1:02 PM
.god hates me.
Sunday, July 08, 2007

Seriously. God hates me. Haha.

Yesterday, we shadowed Level IV Nursing students around the NSP ward of UST Pay Hospital. My RLE mates were assigned to interesting patients--a man on a mechanical ventilator, a post-mortem patient. That sort of stuff. And I got assigned to an old lady who needed to have her diapers changed ever so often!

Seriously. God hates me. Haha.

I helped Kuya Mitch (the Level IV student) changed the old lady's diaper not once--but twice! In a span of three hours! Can you believe that?! Shit. As in shit talaga. Kuya gave me a mask, pero grabe, walang effect. Haha. Damn. At that moment, parang nagdalawang-isip ako about staying in nursing. Haha.

Seriously. God hates me. Haha.

And if that wasn't enought, I had to commute going to Alabang, where I was to meet my folks. It would have been okay, except that I intentionally left my umbrella in the dorm since it was uber hot in Manila--and when I arrived in Alabang, bumabagyo! Shit. I was drenched in the rain. And pagpasok ko ng mall, grabe! Ang lamig. I was freakin' freezing! Shit.

Seriously. God hates me.
the doctor is out
2:46 PM
.city iscan.

I bumped my head really hard on the top bunk sa dorm room ko last Monday night. Ouch! Haha. *cough*idiot!*cough*


Anyway, so I didn't really feel anything that night. But I woke up at around one in the morning and I felt my head spin. Then I went back to sleep. I woke up at 4am and felt dizzy and everything was going round and round. Damn. I felt like I was gonna be sick.

Then all day that Tuesday, I felt headaches. Sometimes it was bearable, most of the time it wasn't. When school was done, I went back to the dorm and texted my mom, asking if she knew any headache meds. I told her I was having really bad headaches and that I got sick.

Wednesday was okay. No more headaches! Thank god.

Thursday morning, my mom called me up to check how I was. I joked and told her the headache was probably because I hit my head hard on the bunk bed. She panicked and called my dad and then my dad called me up. Then my mom called again and said we were going for a check up at the hospital.

That day as well, we went to the UST Hospital for a check up and the doctor said I should have a CT Scan, just to see if I had a hematoma. Ay grabe, super OA naman. A CT for a simple bump on the head?! And the doc wasn't the only one worried. Everyone else at home went into panic mode! My aunt even sent me 3 get-well-soon roses and a blouse. Oh mehn. Haha. Anyhow, I went for a Creatinine thingy (they took out blood) at the Lab and scheduled my CT Scan for the next day, after school.

Friday came. I was anxious and excited and feeling stupid. Haha. I went to the hospital at 4pm, but Mom wasn't there yet. Kawawa naman ako, mag-isa dun sa CT Scan room. So sad. And lonely. And the stupid part of it all was, I had on my Nursing uniform. Grabe, yung nurse ang kinailangan magpa-CT. Haha. Idiot.

The doctor already started interviewing me when my mom came. Then he led us to the CT scan. He had to put an IV on me kasi doon papadaanin yung contrast which was needed for the CT. Syet. I've never had an IV before. Waah! Haha. Pero excited din ako. But the doc was having a problem kasi I had small veins on my hands, di nya alam kung saan pwede ilagay yung needle. After one attempt at my left hand by another doctor, my doctor tried. He knew mali yung pagkalagay nung needle kasi the contrast was still in the tube at hindi nagflow out sa vein ko. So, he took out the needle and the tube on my left hand and checked my right hand for a good vein. Damn. Insertion nung needle was painful the first two times--a third pa? Shit. Well, I just went along. Thank goodness he got it right! Haha.

After waiting for some minutes, it was my turn. Yay! Haha. It felt weird inside the CT thingy. Like a space ship. Haha. Then they injected iodine into my IV halfway through the scan. Super lamig, i could feel the fluid flowing through my arm. Whoa. Haha.

Then the scan was done. Haay, salamat. Time to go home.
the doctor is out
2:11 PM
.tagal-tagal.
Wednesday, July 04, 2007

wow. tagal ko na di nakakapag-blog. i got lotsa kwento pa naman.

i'll update on the weekends. haha.

the doctor is out
1:20 PM

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Fides Maria Teresa
10 June
age 17

LOSTjunkie.
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I HEART
JOSHholloway.
BRADpitt.
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BENmckenzie.
JAMIEdenton.
JAMESlafferty.

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Wait
wait till the signs are right
Wait till the perfect time
and you will wait too long
he will be gone
-- Wait, Get Set Go

so please
baby please
open your heart
catch my disease
-- Catch My Disease, Ben Lee

but i did, i can
i was, i am
only human, living, dying
just like any fool who ever breathed
if love is blind
if love's a drug
it always is
it always was and
love was surely made for fools like me

-- Fools Like Me, Lisa Loeb

i would have stayed up
with you all night
had I known
how to save a life
-- How To Save A Life, The Fray

all that i am
all that i ever was
is here in your perfect eyes
they're all i can see
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
-- Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

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