it's official--today is a crappy day. shit.

so, what the hell happened to me today? well, everything and nothing. haha.

why do i all of a sudden feel so fucked up today? maybe it's because my mom's still in the hospital (just gone through surgery). or maybe it's because just this morning, my sister pissed me off--damn, i was so pissed off! or maybe it's because my dad would be leaving--again--for vietnam on 05january. or maybe it's because of the very shallow reason that classes would be resuming on 04january, and there's still homework to do. ahh, the day that is shit.

then there are those surveys my classmates from my former school want me to answer. it's not like i'll have an answer to their questions. sheesh! seeing as i'm kinda busy minding my own projects and problems, i don't really plan on answering any of their surveys. bahala na...

so, what good can i write about today? what's not so crappy about today?

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...nothin' was good. that's it.

now i've been logging in and out of yahoo messenger, trying to find people to chat with. none are online (unless they're invisible). so lonely, so bored. so without life.

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...life's crap.