.i need therapy.
Tuesday, January 10, 2006

huwaw! i actually survived one whole day without using the Internet!
...that was yesterday...
...now, i'm back in front of my computer (with my own keyboard!).
oh yeah, i remember my last post about going to the netshop. haha. i got busted--really stupid. haha. i was only out for an hour, then i took a tricycle ride going home (my second!). as i was going home, i checked my phone and there were like a so many messages on my phone!
  • from mom: "Wer you? Am worid"
  • from jinx: "Nasan ka? Gusto mo ba kami mamatay sa takot?! Di ka nagpapaalam kung saan ka pupunta eh!"

they sent it, like, one too many times--and i'm not counting the missed calls yet! haha.

when i got home, i saw that the car was gone. our househelper was waiting for me at the gate, and asked me where i had been. i looked at my aunt's house across ours, and she was also there, waiting for me. my dad and jinx went out to look for me. ate malou was also sent out to look for me. oohh...i have my own search party--and i'd only been gone for an hour! heehee. i am special. aawww!

but it didn't last long...

...when papa and jinx got back, we--mom, dad, jinx and me--had a really long and serious talk. i'm not gonna elaborate on this, mainly because it's just going to stay among the four of us, and because i got lost during the sermon about twice or thrice while my folks were talking. somehow, i just can't keep focus on what they were saying, because i had a great time surfing the net at the internet cafe. heehee. i am so bad.

tsk, tsk.

it eventually went down to me not being allowed to use the computer anymore, unless i have projects to do ro whatever. my mom said she's gonna check every site i visit and see my work before i leave the room. whoa! tough luck.

oh, and my dad said i am "becoming a slave to the computer," that I was "no longer the master of the machine, but its slave." wow. deep.

i think there is some truth to his words, though. i've become so addicted to this whole blogging thing, and surfing the net. haha. in julia's words, ako ay isa nang adik!. i am so going to need therapy to get over this addiction. send me to rehab (somewhere na maraming gwapong adik, haha)!

oh well, i'm trying...it's the whole "going-through-a-phase" thing. heehee.

good thing my mom's friend is here for a chat. thank you, friend of mom's. mag-usap pa kayo ha, kahit matagal pa. para makagamit pa ako ng computer! aheehee!

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oh, by the way--i passed ateneo! yeah! atenista na! blue eagles! wahoo! haha.

the doctor is out
8:40 PM

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Fides Maria Teresa
10 June
age 17

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I HEART
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BRADpitt.
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BENmckenzie.
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Wait
wait till the signs are right
Wait till the perfect time
and you will wait too long
he will be gone
-- Wait, Get Set Go

so please
baby please
open your heart
catch my disease
-- Catch My Disease, Ben Lee

but i did, i can
i was, i am
only human, living, dying
just like any fool who ever breathed
if love is blind
if love's a drug
it always is
it always was and
love was surely made for fools like me

-- Fools Like Me, Lisa Loeb

i would have stayed up
with you all night
had I known
how to save a life
-- How To Save A Life, The Fray

all that i am
all that i ever was
is here in your perfect eyes
they're all i can see
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
-- Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

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