.joseph.
Monday, April 16, 2007

mr. conceited-and-cocky wants me to write about him. as always, i bend to his wishes.

i don't want to make it sound like i'm gushing about the guy and all, but...i dunno how else to write about him eh. so, whatev. people can think whatever they want of him and me. friends, more than friends, friends with benefits. take your pick. i don't care.

so since YOU are mr. center-of-my-universe (ugh, right! dream on...), i'll take the time to thank you and praise you and make you feel special. beh! XP

as i write this entry, i am chatting with him sa YM. and he keeps asking me to make him the topic of my next entry, and every once in a while, he's like, "so are you done yet?". damn. and now we're on skype. and he's bugging me about what i have written na. ha! he's tall. he's nice and funny. he has a way with people, even with the quiet ones. he's very makulit, and he makes everyday just so...crazy. and well, he just makes my day. heehee.

so what can i say? well, for starters, if people will tell me that i've changed a lot since i left high school, i can say, "just blame it on him." yeah. from the smallest things, like replying to messages now ( unlike before, when i can't even reply a "hi" to someone), to more noticeable ones like the way i dress and talk and mingle with people--blame it on him. o'course, i had my share, but for the most part, it's on him. haha. i wasn't maingay in class, then he goes walking into my little world and now, i'm like the person everyone just wishes would shut up na. my friends say i'm no longer that tomboy strutting around the corridors--now, the walk and talk are different. i tell him about these, and he says, "so i'm a good thing pala for you eh. nakatulong ako sa yo." haha. yeah, yeah, shut it. XP

well, maybe he did help me. whatev. basta, he got me all bright and shiny. haha. i like that he makes me laugh, he makes me maingay, he makes me...me. i like that i can talk to him about everything and anything and nothing at all--we can talk about the serious, the dirty, the funny, and the most walang kwentang stuff. i like that he treats me to yellow cab and mcdo, haha. i like that we meet up in the mornings before classes. i like that we hang out after school. i like having someone. i like having him around.

hmm. memories, memories.

  • nursing week '06 started it all. usap-usap about this girl that he liked. uuy! haha.
  • then he invited me to his birthday (18nov) blowout sa yellow cab.
  • and i remember all the "sweetie" and "gummi bear" stuff. haha. seems like ages ago.
  • christmas '06 and new year's eve were bearable kasi he was there--sort of. haha. when i needed someone to talk to about my saddest holidays, he was there.
  • then when we came back to school, may belated christmas gift pa sya: a whole pack of red gummi bears. haha. he took time to pick out the red ones pa! so sweet.
  • and when my grandma died, he was like, the shrink i talked to about the pain of loss. *sniff*
  • oh, there was the time na we got caught by dj and doodz doing...um, something. nah, it was just a hug! haha.
  • speaking of getting caught, i remember in mcdo. twice na kami nahuhuli ni paolo. he texted me, like, "MM, date kau sa mcdo ah. Tsk tsk. Haha." that was funny. then si NJ naman, he saw us sa labas ng mcdo. my grade school bestfriend aizel passes us by every morning sa mcdo, while we're having breakfast and she's going to class. haha. oh, what fun.
  • one of my best memories with him: attending his dad's lecture! we were in the lecture hall with the third year medicine students, and his dad was lecturing on carotid endartectomy. or something like that.
  • the library--the masungit na librarian wanted us out of the library. haha. i wonder why...?
  • of course, my BEST memories include the fountain, the concert, and the
    benavides park! haha.

okay, so i know YOU have been waiting for this entry. this is the best i can come up with, since you keep bugging me na eh. kulit! basta, that's that. maybe aayusin ko na lang next time. haha.

thank you for our "moments." hope we can have more. kita-kits sa mcdo, dude. haha. :)
oh, i almost forgot. by his request, a picture of the two of us. haay, naku. you and your requests. haha. ;)
Joseph and Fides

the doctor is out
11:15 AM

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Fides Maria Teresa
10 June
age 17

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I HEART
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Wait
wait till the signs are right
Wait till the perfect time
and you will wait too long
he will be gone
-- Wait, Get Set Go

so please
baby please
open your heart
catch my disease
-- Catch My Disease, Ben Lee

but i did, i can
i was, i am
only human, living, dying
just like any fool who ever breathed
if love is blind
if love's a drug
it always is
it always was and
love was surely made for fools like me

-- Fools Like Me, Lisa Loeb

i would have stayed up
with you all night
had I known
how to save a life
-- How To Save A Life, The Fray

all that i am
all that i ever was
is here in your perfect eyes
they're all i can see
if i lay here
if i just lay here
would you lie with me
and just forget the world?
-- Chasing Cars, Snow Patrol

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